Evaporated

(アルバム： The Best Imitation Of Myself: A Retrospective - 2011)

What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
Now where the hell I've ended up
On this glary random day

Where the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
From being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road

Started thinking about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go
Anywhere

Here I stand sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
Oh God, what have I done?

Don't you know I'm numb, man
No, I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days
And I'm indifferent to the loss

I've faith that there's a soul somewhere
That's leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down

Here I stand sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
Oh God, what have I done? Ooh

I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated
See?

Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mind

Here I stand sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
Oh God, what have I done?